Memories

Memories keep flooding back, and I just wish they would all go away! I am tired of this torment! All I want is an apology...

"I'm holding out and I'm holding on to every letter and every grudge.
I pulled myself out of the day we ever had to meet.
Are you through with me?

When it all goes to hell will you be able to tell me you're sorry with a straight face?

I'm all ears and I'm all scars to hear you tell me
'Boy's like you you try so hard to no look desperate.'
I'm hanging on. But I still know the way to make your makeup run.

Take this to your grave and I'll take it to mine."

Fall Out Boy - "The Patron Saint of Liars and Fakes"


Just a song that I can relate to very much, though I am sure most of you have never even heard of these guys. Oh well. Maybe one day things will be better, and I will no longer be haunted by these memories. It kinda makes me want to do a Jim Carey thing, like in the movie "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind." If you have seen the movie, you know what I am talking about. If you haven't, go and watch it.