Ouch...

Depressed, sad, rejected, hurt, stabbed in the back, misunderstandings, lack of communication, shocked, surprised, inferior, lonely, left out, sick, irritated, annoyed, frustrated, chaotic, wondering, upset, smile every once in awhile, play it off, at least look happy, in need of a hug, a kleenex, happy pills, lol, cry, total disbelief, a walking nightmare, and yet my reality, realization of the shallowness and immaturity of others, feeling of being lied to...Depressed, sad, rejected, and hurt.